Will This Bulimia Nightmare Will Ever End
As I sit here crying and writing this I just have to ask if this ever ends? I was once Anorexic, and now have had a relapse into binge eating and purging. I am constantly exhausted by this disease which seems to destroy every aspect of your life. Sometimes I find I just don't have the strength to follow through. I'll always start off so positively and then bam, I'll binge again and then I feel like all my work has been for nothing.
I think it would be great to keep blogging and just let someone know that from tomorrow I am going to give recovery another attempt. I feel helpless because I'm not exactly sure how to fight it. My worst time to binge is at night. Do you have any suggestions on how I can stop this?
I am so embarrassed about my disorder that I cant speak to my parents even though at times I'm dying for professional help and so I have turned to writing about it.
Thanks for just listening,
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