Tired of bulimia and out of options
Hi I'm 18 years old and about to be a freshmen in college I thought I was done with bulimia last year after two years of constant binging, but it back with a vengeance. My greatest fear is how I will manage college and share a room with 3 girls if I'm bulimic. I've always been athletic and I love my curves but at the same time I'm desperately trying to be thinner. I recently lost weight and I love being thinner. I so badly want to lose ten more. I want to do it being healthy but I can't because I binge at least once a day if not multiple times a day. I wake up every morning with big plans and then the second I reach the kitchen downstairs they fall through. I need help and I have no desire to burden my mom of 5 with this issue. I have a strong faith that has helped me out in the past but something is missing now. I need tips and answers. All I can see right now is that Im not the weight I want and I don't have the self control to get it. I started being bulimic after I saw a video in health class about how awful it was so I can't be scared away. I hope there is someone who can convince me there is a way to manage weight and stay healthy without bulimia. I want my life back and I don't want to have to deal with it at college. Side note. This website is the first helpful website I've found! Thanks
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