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throwing up my fears

I have suffered with anxiety as long as I can remember. At 17, Now it owns me, in the form of bulimia. After reading these beautiful resources, I have gone two whole days without bingeing. That's a really big deal for me. Sometimes I feel so helpless. And the food comes like an evil friend, pulling me down. I've never told a soul, and I can't. I just can't. So that's why I'm writing this. If you are reading this, and you are christian, can you please pray for me? I desperately want to be free, to be healthy. God bless you all. I thank God that I found help here, that I found somewhere I can take a break from hiding. Remember that " you is kind, you is smart, you is important." That is one of my favorite quotes, from the book "The hep" Thank you shaye, for reaching out to me and offering me a hand to hold as I fight this battle.

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Jul 24, 2012
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i will pray for you
by: Leen

Hi,

I was a bulimic too and I can relate how you feel. I too pray every day to God, to forgive my mistakes and how i have become addicted to being a bulimic. I understand that it is too hard to stop..... almost impossible but believe me, that day will come. He will sent someone or something into your life which will take you away from bulimia. He did that in my life. He sent me away from my home, from all my sorrows and pain. Then He showed me how successful I could be and He showed me love... I will pray for every single person who is fighthing bulimia today because I truly understand the pain......


Jul 25, 2012
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Thank you
by: Anonymous

Thank you for commments, they mean a lot to me. Its been a few months before I wrote that, and things have changed. I am not as helpless and not feeling as alone - I went to my first treatment session! And ro anyone who may be reading this, I encourage you to seek help... ACTUALLY DO IT. The feeling of having someone else to fight the battle with is just a really amazing feeling. My recovery is a slow process, but it IS HAPPENING. God bless you all :)

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Article by Shaye Boddington
Author of your-bulimia-recovery.com
and creator of The Bulimia Recovery Program and Community


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