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So Ashamed. I feel lost.

by TJ

I am 27 years old and a mother of two wonderful children. I have been married for 7 years and I have been bulimic for almost 8 years. I started purging to lose weight for my wedding, that's what I told myself anyway. I have been able to quit purging during both pregnancies but resumed my bad habits at about 3 months post partum. I don't know how to quit. This illness has gotten progressively worse. I think I may be compulsive eating now also. I want to stop. I'm embarrassed and ashamed. I don't know how to heal myself but I don't think I can tell anyone. I am supposed to be the strong "one" in my family, the most level headed. I am supposed to be the one that has it all together. My husband will think I am disgusting. I think I am disgusting. I need help.

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