Slowly ruining my body... HELP
I've suffered from multiple eating disorders for the past 3 years almost, but now it's just come down to bingeing.... I couldn't purge if I want to because the acid reflux is so bad that it hurts before I even get to that point, and I can't even imagine the pain I'd have after. I'm too scared to take antacid medecines because the last one made me horrible depressed to the point of suicidal thoughts. However, the constant bingeing is getting me to that point too. I feel like my body is shutting down. My heart feels heavy, me legs feel like stuffed sausages, my circulation is HORRIBLE, and I just feel like I'm going to shut off any minute. I literally feel like I'm going to die. I hate this!!! i'm scared! I'm suffering so many health issues and I know it's all because of this. Every day I want to be better but even the slightest binge makes my body react so horribly that i get so scared and depressed. How do I stop :(
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