Tonight in my college dorm room I got caught binging. I made a loud noise and when I came put there was a girl waiting on the steps to confront me. It felt like the first time my mom caught me. I felt so ashamed. She immediately started talking about how she's been trying to find out who's been puking in that bathroom because its so disgusting. I felt so bad. She was so angry because of the mess. I know she told every one. I literally want to die in my sleep tonight. Now I have to walk around campus knowing that everyone knows how horrible and disgusting I am. I will pray to god that I silently die in my sleep every night until I can find a new place to start over. Someone please help me. Please.
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