Overcoming Binge Eating Disorder and still trying to lose weight.
I feel hopeless. I have struggled with binge eating disorder this past year and finally in April I decided it was time to fight this crazy disease. I started to go to the gym and eat like a normal person. I was doing great for two months, lost X pounds and felt great. I was waking up early, sleeping well, full of energy. One day I felt that I was strong enough to treat myself to some frozen yogurt. Of course, I chose to go to the store that allows you to fill your own cup and put toppings on. I filled my cup to the top and covered it with strawberries. I felt so guilty afterwards which lead to a binge that night. Of course, I promised myself that I'd get back on track the next day.
Here I am, a month and a half later... and X pounds heavier. I hate myself. I hate my body. I hate my stomach, my thighs, and most of all, I hate the fact that I will never beat this disorder. It has ruined my life and there is no hope. I will never be able to beat this and still be happy with my body.
I need a miracle.
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