Oops, I did it again
I am 16 years old. I've been bulimic/anorexic for a little over a year now but recently, after having to go to in-patient therapy in the hospital and now being on outpatient therapy, I've been trying desperately to stop.
The hospital truly saved my life; if i hadn't decided to go when I did - I could have died. I was born with a very weak heart so the bulimia makes it worse and in my case its very easily fatal.
After my time at the hospital, I spent a week without binging and purging and I thought for sure it was over. A friend invited me to go to an all you can eat sushi buffet and it started all over again.
Sometimes I am able to go a week without binging and purging, I did recently:D but these past few days I've been going back to binging and purging and its killing me.
I dont want to do this to myself anymore, I wish more than anything to stop completely. My family and boyfriend think I have stopped (I told them when I wanted help) but I've been relapsing.
I need to stop completely. I am so close, I can see it!
How do I do it?
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