I want to start by saying, I hate this life that is leading me where I dont want to be. Bulimia controls my daily life and leads me nowhere. I will ignore friends, family and events because of where food leads me to...the toilet, or wherever I need to go to purge. I cry after every time this happens and I feel so alone and lost. It's the worst feeling and I beat myself up everyday for it. I want to live my life in a healthy body, and most of the time I am healthy, between what I eat and working out. It comes on days that I feel depressed or let down. Mainly before my period sets in. It's weird, like I know when it's coming.
I hope to one day be over this and start thinking positively about myself.
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