Mum, bulimia won't let me go
The thought of you finding out is too embarrassing to me but i'm exhausted of throwing up/fasting after huge binges but most of all i'm tired of the lies. I know we went through a lot with my anorexia that went & came back & went again you think i'm recovered but bulimia is the thing that eating me up inside. I'm now 20 not a kid anymore, we are in zimbabwe it is unheard of here but that's not important, uni is becoming a nightmare can't study without binge/purge thoughts in the back of my mind. My periods are irregular the threat of not being able to have children kills me inside, my heart beats like it hurts, my head feels like there's fluid moving inside but in a sick way it feels like success I'm not okay. won't you try to help me
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