mom, you were right
(salem, ma, usa)
i know you'd had your suspicions before and even wrote me a letter to confront me about my eating issues about 2-3 years ago. And although after that letter I stopped for a while, its back again. after living out on my own and knowing when my roommate(s) would be home or not, I'll binge and purge. I know its horrible and this is the first day of me owning it and accepting it. Its a step. I just feel that this is the source or could be of my moods and issues. I don't know how to deal with this. I try to stop, and make myself promise I won't but then an opportunity arises and I just can't not. I try so hard to eat healthy and live healthy but in reality I'm harming my body so badly. I've been reading on it for the past 45 minutes and I know I need help. I've taken like 5 quizzes and 4/5 say I need to talk to you. I didn't wanna disappoint you like this, but I feel its just time to come clean. I don't want to live hiding from food or being scared of it. Its going to be there, whether I want it to or not, so its time to face the facts once and for all.
love you to the moon and back,
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