is this a problem?
I've always been a little overweight for my height as am quite small at 5ft 1 and last year I weighed just under X stone but my weight didn't bother me. I was happy and confident in my self. Then at Christmas I got made homeless after a break up with my partner of 4 years. This is when my eating took a turn for the worst, in 6 months I've dropped to just over X stone and can binge and purge upto 10 times a day,and somedays I don't eat anything! I've not spocken to anybody about this as I don't want to be judged I just feel like no one understands me:( every morning when I get outta bed I tell myself I'm not going to be sick today but by the time dinner time comes I start binging and I can't stop, purging + fast excersice seems to be my only answer, I honestly can't live with the guilt after a binge!! I don't know how I can stop this or if I can even cope without it!! I can go 3 or 4 days without eating a single bite but then I panic and stuff my face, which leads to me purgin or jumping with a rope for an hour!! I feel so out of control and miserable. Is this bulimia? Am so confussed!!
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