I'm going to change

Every day, I binge and purge. Multiple times a day. Every day I tell myself that I am going to stop. This is my last and only chance. I cannot keep living like this. I don't want this to go any further. The longer I wait, the harder it is going to be for me to overcome. I want to be healthy again. I want to be intimate with my partner again. I don't want to worry about calories or fat. I want to be free. This is day one.