I think I'm finally done (I need to be)
I'm just going on 21 and I've been struggling with food since I was eleven, I have too many kilos that I need to lose but I just don't think I can. I binge eat, and it makes me sick to say this but it is the honest truth - food is my drug. Food is what gives me happiness and what makes me feel like this life is worth living. I've always known I have a very unhealthy relationship to food, but I can't stop. I just can't make myself eat like I should, and I've given up on ever being thin and pretty. I'm so disgusted with myself, I'm literally sick even thinking about it.
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