I am trying to handle this alone.
I have not binged/purged in 7 weeks and I am very proud. But the weight gain is taking all my joy for living away. My boyfriend can sense something is wrong, but what us wrong is I don't want him to look at me. I hate how I look and all my clothes are so tight. I am determined to keep this secret, yet I long to tell someone, anyone. But since no one can tell me when I will like my body again, I have a hard time seeing the point. I panic every time I look in the mirror.
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