How can I recover from bulimia when I still really want to binge?
I have had binge eating disorder for over a year now and I really want to recover. However I also really want to keep binging and don't feel prepared to give it up and because of this I cannot recover. I wish I didn't want to still binge but I do and it makes me feel so terrible about myself. I am not overweight (yet) but I am gaining weight fast. However this still isn't enough to stop me and I feel like I am completely addicted. I feel like my desire to binge outweighs my desire to recover and I feel like I can never get better because I enjoy binging so much. Does anyone else have this and does anyone know how I can overcome this?
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