feeling lost and alone..
Im twenty years old and started the bingeing in my final year of high school,
I loved being around people, never thought twice after I had made a plan, and food was just a simple part of life,
I don't know what happened or why I developed this disgusting disorder but when my parents divorced Istarted to vomit, lose weight and lose myself.. and I loved it.
Since then it has escalated to horrifying levels, my teeth are rotting and sore
and I have had replacements on the front.. I'm only twenty
I steal food all the time, plan my binges and get so agitated when I havent.
The best thing for me is when I'm at home and just eating regular meals with the family, but I always find a reason to leave, a fake reason of course.
I've become the most horrible person and really hate who I am
What can I do.. should I see someone?
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