Eating right, working out, and still gaining weight!!!!!
I have been bulimic for 3 years. Before I became bulimic I was X lbs and found the will power to diet and exercise properly and I did, I got down to X lbs. I then began seeing someone who thought looks was just as important as personality and he was happy with my weight loss, but was not satisfied. I began binging and purging and the weight shed off nearly instantly. I got down to x lbs. We are no longer together and I finally found the will power to get over my bulimia... by myself. I have not binged and purged in almost 2 months but the weight is still rising, I am about X now. I am keeping myself so busy and active, I try to get in about 1 hour of exercise a day and I eat mostly healthy foods; whole grains, lots of veggies and fruit... with an occasional sweet slip up. I have a lot more energy than before and am a lot more active than before so why am I still packing on the pounds? I know how to lose weight, I lost nearly X lbs the right way before, so why is it such a struggle now? Why am I still gaining weight? I am so scared I will be as big as I was before.
I wish I had someone to talk to about this, that has gone though this and knows about the outcome and how to achieve this. It's not easy doing it alone. My family doesn't know.
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