Eating away my problems
My story begins when I was about 15 and my girl friends and I wanted too be skinny so boys would like us. As I got older this thought process stuck with me. My mother caught me throwing up after dinner one night, she was so ashamed of me, said I was just waisting her hard earned money by puking it into the toilet. so I denied the fact and said I was just feeling sick.. I moved in with my boyfriend a couple months later and found that whenever I was unhappy with work, school or my relationship I would binge. Years have gone by now, I don't binge everyday but I can say I do it at least once a week, if not more. I can't remember the longest I've gone without throwing some meal up because I over ate. That feeling of knowing you don't have too feel so fat and bloated if you just stick ur fingers down your throat is stuck in my head. I am going too try so hard too quit this fucked up mind set... I believe I can do it. I don't want too live the rest of my life like this.
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