How i became a bulimic is simple, i was a fat lid, i was bullied - not ony by my peers but also by my father who has his own self image problems. when i hit a wopping X stone i knew i had to do something! on a space of a year i went from X - X stone halfing my body weight. but now its not just a way of dieting its an obsession! I work as a baker within a store. As you can imagine being a bulimic and a baker is hard work, surrounded by food all day long, I was eating everything in site behind that bakery. I couldn't be running back and forth to the toilet every 5 minutes so I discovered a trick... We used to sugar the dohnuts in these plastic bags. I would bend down behind the bakery, and puke into the bag. Tie it up and throw it in the bin... I was clearly visible to the public. I don't know how I got away with it... I throw up into cups in the kitchen then flush it down the sink. Iv been sick in bins, gardens. Everywhere. I can't stop myself. As soon as I put food into my mouth I panic. I need help :( I don't know what to do. It's getting to be a big problem :( I don't know who to tell or what to say. I'm so embarrassed and ashamed of myself.
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