Bulimia that I want to free from!!!
I am 19 and I am a bulimic who wants to be free! I am not telling anyone about it! Way to embarrassing! I told my sister and she started freaking out on me and saying I was gross and stupid, so I told her I don't do it anymore. Two years ago I became anorexic. I got down to X pounds and was on average X to X pounds. I over exercised! Everyone thought I threw up my food because I was so skinny, but I NEVER threw up at all in that time! I just have a fast metabolism and exercised a lot, and I mean a lot! I was in track when it all started. I wanted to be skinny and the best runner. I never thought I'd ever get rid of being anorexic! On Halloween night I gave in, 8 months later. I was starving myself for so long! I ate so much candy! And threw up. Ate more candy, threw up, over and over. That's the night that started it all!
I threw up every single day! And I mean EVERY single day! And multiple times too. The first day I went without throwing up was 9 months after, but it was only a day. It's been 16 months and I've only gone a few days without throwing up. It's over ruling my life! And my body feels it's deteriorating! I need help, but I can't ask anyone. I live in small town and I really can't! If anyone has any ideas, PLEASE COMMENT AND LET ME KNOW! I NEED HELP!!
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