bulimia - My daily Fight :-/
Hi, my name is Gina - Wow I don't know where to start but, here I go...
My bulimia started when I was 17 and I'm 35 now so its been a constant battle. I really hate it waking up every morning already thinking what I'm going to eat - that today is going to be a good day, I'm going to stop! But as soon as I look in the mirror I see a huge disgusting person in front of me looking at me...
I work out 5 days a week, I have my good days that I luv the way I look but there are days I want to hide in a corner ugh!!! I hate that feeling oo and the bloating the most terrible feeling and constant constipation , so I end up using laxatives - anything to take the feeling away!
My relationship with my husband is ok but he doesn't understand me - what I feel inside. I know it's crazy but I can't remember how I felt before bulimia!
I just wish I could wake up and not hate myself the way I look I want to be normal :(
I'm tired and scared
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