Bulimia demons for 20 years now
I turn 40 this year and I have this disease that wont budge. I was going good for about a year then suddenly Ive gone full speed ahead. I even had a nose job thinking that would improve my looks ill be happier then I wont be considering it. Obviously Im scared of food and how it can make you ugly. Ie weigh more than you would like..but seriously this is ugly. I now chew food and spit it out even healthy foods..what is this? Why? Sometimes I think it is a curse ..someone has layed it down because I know if I didnt have this disease my life would be awesome..Im trying...
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