I recently recovered from anorexia... I was given an extreme food plan to get my weight higher involving a lot of cake and biscuits. I started slowly buut in the end was going over the sheet everyday. I reached my target weight but couldn't stop. I would go to breakfast at my uni hall and get fruit salad to be healthy, then I would get muesli, mor muesli, toast with nutella, hot chocolates, go across the road to the dairy... buy two large chocolate bars, ice creams, and cookies...... eat it all and cry in hystrics for hours.... I want to stop so bad..... this is ruining my life.... my biggest fear is gettng fat yet what my eating disorder has developed into is making me fat...... help... :(
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