And Still It Remains ......
Well, what can I say? I started being bulimic and anorexic from the age of 11 - after my mother continually told me how fat & disgusting I was. The irony of this is that I have had access to family photographs that I never saw before and I wasnt even fat!
Anyway, I just want to say, congratulations to ALL OF YOU who have beaten the monster inside you. You are very strong and deserve so much!
I am a 46 year old woman who is STILL bingeing and being sick at least 3-4 times a day.
I hate my life and would love to be 'normal' (whatever that is!) but ....... If I am brutally honest ..... as much as I would LOVE to be without this awful destructive disease, I am TERRIFIED of NOT having it!
Does this make sense to anyone at all?
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