Always on my mind!
Binged on these again today. I felt like a wild animal, there was chocolate every where.
Binge eating follows me everywhere I go! I get certain cravings, sometimes for nothing in particular, I just want some kind of flavour in my mouth. Every time I eat, it turns into a binge or the whole time I'm eating the food I think about how fat and stupid I am. I'm fed up. I'm scared of two everyday activities, eating and brushing my teeth. A person should not be afraid to eat. When I eat I sometimes cry, the same goes for brushing my teeth. I resist the urges to purge through out the day, then when it comes to getting ready for bed, I fall apart. Having the tooth brush actually in my mouth is so triggering.
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