A hole in in my heart
Its like I have this constant emptyness in my heart. I feel it strongest when I am alone, when my mind isnt occupied with something. I have difficulty with being silent and calm when being alone, an unrest starts moving around my body, an uncurable sadness, a whole in my heart, a feeling of being completly alone in the world. I think thats when I eat, to escape this horrible feeling. I wish my heart would heal again, I wont to be filled with love, hope and peace. I want to love myself again and enjoy my own company.
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